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WolfgangPride · Jan 5, 2023 7:56 AM

I have been a player for a very long time and I love this game and community. But I just don't have the time right now. I'm very sorry to everyone who wanted something from me during the SS but I've just been run down and stressed. My mom has stage four lung-bone cancer and I'm her primary care giver. I take care of her, 3 dogs and get up at 3:30am central time everyday on top of going to work. I'm exhausted and at 22 its not any easier I don't know that she'll make it to see my 23rd. And a month or 2 ago we had to put my dog down because she also had cancer. So I've just been to emotionally drained to sustain my barn currently. I miss this game and I will miss all my lines that are dying off but I started over once and I will do it again. Again sorry for the inactivity. I will login periodically so that I don't lose my account. But for now all my horses not in pasture are in auction please give them a good home if you can I have foundation to 12 or 13 gen and I worked hard on them. Lots of them will have more than one restricted genes. But I was breeding boosted livers so there's some gems. Not all are for sale but at least 95% will go. Eventually I'll return - Wolfgang Pride

whywishesarehorses · Jan 5, 2023 8:49 AM

I hope things get better for you soon, Wolfgang! You will be missed in the meantime. Take it easy

Beautifulparadise · Jan 5, 2023 8:50 AM

I'm so sorry sending hugs and good vibes to you and your mom

Fgbchorses2 · Jan 5, 2023 8:54 AM

Sending you all the good vibes and to your family as well. That’s absolute hell to go through.

TripleGRanch · Jan 5, 2023 9:09 AM

I'm sorry to hear about your mother. I watched my aunt go through the very same. Being with her and taking care of yourself is what matters most. I wish you the best. @};-

SparkleStraightPonies · Jan 5, 2023 10:16 AM

I’m so sorry to hear how rough it’s been. Sending you all the good thoughts and strength.

WolfgangPride · Jan 5, 2023 10:30 AM

Thank you guys. I logged back on to post an update. Called the ambulance at 5am because she couldn't breathe her oncology nurse said to tell them to give her IV lasix (it makes you pee out the excess fluid) so she went to the hospital and maybe 5hrs later called me to come get her. So I went and got the run down they didn't give it to her and after she was discharged I wheeled her in a wheelchair with her O2 on 7L to the car and she could NOT breathe. After getting security and waiting 10 million minutes for the ER staff room let us in she was admitted and after I literally cussed them they gave her the lasix and oh guess what its working they should have given it to her when she got there but oh her not being able to breathe isn't cause by her CHF (congestive heart failure your lungs fill with blood while you sleep and you swell up and basically drown) anyways I'm going back after work to get her and get her put on hospice cause she's getting worse and worse.

SolandisStables · Jan 5, 2023 11:02 AM

Oh my gosh I'm so sorry you're going through this. You're not alone. My mom was diagnosed with stage four colon cancer (different cancer, but same situation) this past thanksgiving and it is a major rollercoaster. I'm also going through all the stuff to be her caregiver. Her chemical Dr recommended she be put on hospice. I don't know if she'll live to see my son's 5th birthday (April) and these past holidays may have been her last with us, who knows? It is a lot to deal with, but you're not alone. I'll keep your family in my prayers. <3

WolfgangPride · Jan 5, 2023 1:23 PM

Thank you guys really means a lot
SolandisStables sending prayers your way also

Looper · Jan 5, 2023 5:36 PM

Praying for peace and calm for you!

This boy will get to show his stuff! :)

SH Skys The Limit

BoredCowgirl · Jan 5, 2023 6:11 PM

I was able to acquire 56 of your horses at auction. They have a forever home at my stable and I will treasure them and keep them safe. It you want any of them back or any of their descendants after your return you will be welcome to any and as many as you want. I hope things start looking up. Please stop in and visit with us and don’t be a stranger! The power of thoughts are powerful and I believe that the collective positivity of this community is a magical thing. When you get to feeling down, come visit and we will try to help lift your spirits.

Prayers, blessings, and great big hugs!

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WolfgangPride · Jan 5, 2023 6:33 PM

Thank you everyone. Auction bidder still managed nearly 3mil worth yikes. But its OK I still have more to auction and I know they'll be continued through the ones who did get picked up.

Walywoohoo · Jan 5, 2023 7:27 PM

I don't have any licenses, but I picked up any open gene mares who didn't have a bid. Prayers and hugs for you. And I will echo what bored cowgirl said; holler when you want them back! @};-

Fgbchorses2 · Jan 6, 2023 7:24 AM

Saw your update…man I’m so so sorry. I worked in EOL care and hospice for a bit - it can be so overwhelming but they can be a wealth of information and help to not only help your mom but you too. I didn’t manage to snag any of yours in auction because I fell asleep but when you come back any boosted or nice livers I have are all yours.

VenemousGiant · Jan 6, 2023 9:53 PM

Jeez that is so much to deal with. I’m sorry things are so rough right now. I didn’t see this before auction, but I’ll try to pick up some next one and echo what folks have said above- let me know when you want them back

Seaswell6 · Jan 7, 2023 2:51 AM

Hugs.

I got nothing else. I just wish I could give you a hug.

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