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Normally, I don't have days like this... yeah, I'm usually depressed, etc, but today is just worse, to me. I'm sitting here, waiting to go to work, and I'm paranoid about some stuff. My anxiety is high. My depression is high. Everything is high.
Most of it started because most mornings, I get a "good morning" message from my gf, if she wakes up before me. If not, I'll send one to her. Well, she had been up before I was, but didn't message. So, I sent the morning message. Hours passed and I got no reply. I found something that I knew she'd like, so I sent it to her, still no reply, though she's been online most of this time. Then I tagged her in something on Facebook, and nothing. Then commented on her post, still nothing. My mind is just telling me that she's not simply busy, or dealing with her own things, and instead, I did something to make her mad. I wouldn't feel like this if she'd have explained that she wasn't going to be talking much today for whatever reason. But that didn't happen. I'm trying to tell myself that it's not my fault here, but that's so hard. Most days, she's always talking to me, and replies as soon as she is able. But it's just getting to me that she's online, but not at least saying something.